Today is the second day of the mega-project and today lots of thoughts came to my mind as I been through the whole day. I wonder why am I so tired and exhausted?Is this the life I want?Why people here are good in mental torturing people?WHY! WHY! WHY!
Lots of why came to my mind!I was so depressed and deeply troubled. I even called my dad and chat with him telling him that the life here is hectic and tiredness is so overwhelming and I couldn't take it anymore. I really wonder how long I can pull through!It's really torturing!I felt tormented mentally!
I am very very tired already!Full of works that seems no end!
I really need rest!How much more is this going to go on?WHEN WILL IT END?
I had tried to do things by fixing my eyes upon Jesus but somehow I just can't do it!I'm restless and hopeless!
Sometimes as I turn on worship songs,tears will just flow from my eyes!See how desperate I am!
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