I think I can do better!

Don't know why for this semester, I felt that I wasn't at my best for the past 4 subjects that I had taken though I had given my best. I know I can do better than this. Just don't know why.

But I wanna thank God that for every single subject that I had already taken, I felt so peace that I never felt before. I'm not afraid, I wasn't fear about it and I wasn't nervous about it at all. That peace was just awesome and I don't know how to describe it. This kind of feeling was indeed awesome.

Thank you Jesus.
Signing off,
eevon

3 nights with Jesus

For the past 3 nights, I made an effort to go for the Festival of God's Power which is also the healing night for M4J 2013. Due to examination, I can only made it to the night service which I did, not just one day but 3 consecutive night!

Let me share what I had experience in these 3 nights. But before that, as I look back to my previous post on my blog, I realized that it was God's grace that He wants to fill me again with His love! 

These 3 nights, Jesus made me cry a lot. He touches me again and again. I used to thought why God had been so silent in my life till I was numb in my feeling towards God. But throughout these 3 nights, God shower His love on me, tear began to flow from my eyes and I don't know why, fire began to burn in my heart. It was so great that I could felt the joy, the love and the peace of God. I felt so different than before. Before I went, I felt so heavy with my life, guess I'm depress and worry about my studies but after the first night when I tasted God for the first time after so long, I was madly in love with Him. His presence started to be so attractive to me that I want more and more of Him.

Besides experiencing God, this is also my first time worshiping God in the rain. It was my first time after so long, I was soaked in the Holy Spirit and began to sing in tongues. It was my first time to worship God and don't care about how others look at me. I began to re-learn everything like a baby. I learn to worship God in spirit and in truth, with all my heart. It was really awesome. Before that, I felt disconnected with God for a very long time, I never so joyful in my life for so long. That's why everything happen for the past 3 nights was my first time again in Jesus. It was really awesome =] 

All the effort that I made to these 3 nights was all worth it. 

I want to thank God for restoring my life with Him once again. Showing me His love again and again. Thank you, Jesus :)

Signing off, 

eevon